Slip of Fate

2011-10-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

Click here for my new blog, not going to update this anymore.

This is goodbye. :)

2011-10-13T16:57:00.002+08:00

Tell me, tell me, tell me love

Tell me, tell me, give me your love

Love me, love me, come into my arms

Kiss me, kiss me, I will only love you

I'm like a fool when you smile

When I look at you, you're like a pretty doll

My heart goes thump thump

Because of you, day after day is better

I want you oh my love, only look at me

I will only love you, even if the whole world changes

Oh my love, my heart starts to thump when I look at you

I will always have you in my heart

(L.O.V.E girl) Take my hands and fly

(L.O.V.E girl) Trust me and fly high

(L.O.V.E boy) Yes we can fly to the sky

(L.O.V.E boy) I want take you there baby

Tell you, tell you, I will tell you love

Tell you, tell you, I will confess my love

Love you, love you, hold my hand

Kiss you, kiss you, I love you forever

Like the music I play for you

Like the sweet whistle I play for you

Each minute, each second becomes so precious

I want to listen to you everyday, I love you

I want you oh my love, only love me

I will only love you, even if all other love changes

Oh my love, my small heart that drew you

I'll always hug you

(L.O.V.E girl) Take my hands and fly

(L.O.V.E girl) Trust me and fly high

(L.O.V.E boy) Yes we can fly to the sky

(L.O.V.E boy) I want take you there baby

I want you oh my love, only look at me

I will only love you, even if the whole world changes

Oh my love, my heart starts to thump when I look at you

I will always have you in my heart

(L.O.V.E girl) Take take take my hands

(L.O.V.E girl) Uh uh Grab grab grab my hands

(L.O.V.E boy) Yes We can fly to the sky High high

(L.O.V.E boy) I want take you there baby

(L.O.V.E girl) Take take take my hands baby you (you) know what I want you

(L.O.V.E girl) Can you hear the thumping sound of my heartbeat?

(L.O.V.E boy) Take take take my hands baby you (you) know what I want you

(L.O.V.E boy) I can't live without you, you make me laugh, you make me laugh

L.O.V.E girl

Daebak~

Still an obsession even after months =)

2011-10-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

我从不喜欢让别人看见我的眼泪，
我宁可让别人觉得我快乐的没心没肺，
也不愿让自己看起来委屈可怜。

2011-10-10T16:48:00.002+08:00

To you, I'm like

the sunset and a chapter of your memory

A memory of our precious younger days that has no regrets

and I wish it'd be kept in your heart as a beautiful picture of the past

To me, you are like the sunshine that

shone upon my lonely heart

Like the unchanging precious stone

on your pale hand, you're forever in my heart...

2011-10-06T16:39:00.003+08:00

Steve Jobs (1955-2011)

The photo above pretty much explains who Steve Jobs is. He's the legendary co-founder and former chief executive of Apple Inc. Go back to your mother's stomach if you don't know this. He passed away after a long battle with pancreatic cancer, aged 56.

"Stay hungry, stay foolish."

"Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle."

"When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like this: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something."

"We don't get a chance to do that many things, and every one should be really excellent. Because this is our life."

"Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."

"You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something- your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. "

"I want to put a ding in the universe."

"Being the richest man in the cemetery doesn't matter to me. Going to bed at night saying we've done something wonderful, that's what matters to me."

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma- which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

"That's been one of my mantras- focus and simplicity. Simple can be harder than complex: you have to work hard to get your thinking clean to make it simple. But it's worth it in the end because once you get there, you can move mountains."

"Your passion for excellence is felt by anyone who has ever touched an Apple product." -Google co-founder, Sergey Brin.

The magic of Steve Jobs. Rest in peace.

2011-10-03T14:29:00.002+08:00

Yong Hwa changed his hair colour again =(

I think black suits him the most. Black Yoong~

He still looks so skinny. Eat more =/

All the best for your major debut in Japan, boys! :)

By the way, Yong Hwa updated their official Twitter!

“Finished our night time live! It was an especially amazing performance thanks to the sunset! CNBLUE continues to take shape with each new performance! Please continue to look forward to us. Japan is beginning to get chilly TT. How is Korea!!!!! Please be careful of catching colds, everyone! ♥”

That's so sweet of him. Keke.

CNBlue hwaiting! =)

2011-10-01T15:54:00.003+08:00

생일 축하합니다, 언니~

I know you don't understand it, so here you go. Keke. http://translate.google.com/

Don't worry, I'm not gonna reveal your age here. HAHAHA!

If we happen to buy a birthday cake, I'll eat the cake on behalf of you since you're at Pangkor now okay? =P

2011-09-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

总是一样的天空, 总是同样的一天

除了没有你之外, 没有什么不同之处

我只想笑, 想忘记一切

很想若无其事地, 微笑着生活下去

想念你, 想念你, 因为想念你

每天我独自一人呼唤着呼唤着你

想见你, 想见你, 因为想见你

现在我就像习惯一样, 只呼唤着你的名字

今天也是

我以为让你离去了, 没有丝毫的留念

不是的, 不是的, 我还没还没让你离去

想念你, 想念你, 因为想念你

每天我独自一人呼唤着呼唤着你

想见你, 想见你, 因为想见你

现在我就像习惯一样, 只呼唤着你的名字

今天也是

一天又一天, 感觉我快要死了, 我该怎么办?

我爱你, 我爱你, 我爱着你

没有下定爱你的决心, 只能放手让你离开

对不起, 对不起, 你能听见我心里的声音吗?

我已经迟到的告白, 你能听见吗?

我爱你

2011-09-18T20:30:00.003+08:00

You're such an ass when you talk, but I still support you because of our friendship. Cheers.

By the way, check this out. It's cute. =)

2011-09-15T15:41:00.002+08:00

4 more episodes to go! How are they going to solve the problem? =(

Min Hyuk ahhh, tell the truth now. Don't help that evil girl. Nooooooooo. You make Yong Hwa and Shin Hye sad =/

The director is so chun. Awesome personality. Daebak!

Yong Hwa is super sweet as usual! Yong Hwa yah, you're making every girl to fall in love with you and guys to hate you because you make it so freaking hard to be labelled as a good boyfriend. We Got Married with Seo Hyun is already enough to make us get diabetes. Pfff.

You're like the prince from those fairy tales. Too good to be true.

Episode 12, here I come! Yong Hwa!

2011-09-14T19:21:00.003+08:00

Oh yessssss! Finally I get to watch Yong Hwa's drama! Heartstrings! I know this drama isn't very high rated in Korea, but oh well, I support Yong Hwa and Shin Hye! =)

Some of my friends said this is nice and they fell in love with Yong Hwa and CNBlue after watching it. Hmm... Does that mean I'll get my fever back again? Hehehe. Proud to be a BOICE =DDD

I heard that Yong Hwa does a lot of sweet stuffs in this drama. Boyfriend idol. Teeheee. Can't wait for it!

Just finished watching the first episode. Yong Hwa and Shin Hye are cuteeeeeeeeeee~ omo. It's funny that they wear matching clothes. I'm feeling dugeun dugeun whenever I watch Yong Hwa. Perhaps this is love. HAHA. Oh yea, Min Hyuk is still aegyo although he looks different in the drama. Good to see him and Yong Hwa in the same drama, I love both of them! But but, I really don't like the fact that Yong Hwa likes his professor. Like... Dude, out of so many people, why her? It's kinda weird isn't it? Do people actually fall in love with their professor? Aigoo~

Min Hyuk ahhh, don't fall in love with every girl who buys you food in reality =P

Off to watch Episode 2!

2011-09-10T12:56:00.008+08:00

Exams are over! =D well, it ended on Thursday. Right, let's not talk about that. Nightmare for the first and last subjects. I lost my voice on Tuesday. Even now my normal voice is not back yet. It's so freaking scary! I've not experienced this before. When I couldn't talk at all, that was the time everyone kept talking to me and they expected me to respond to them, otherwise they thought I was being disrespectful. ==

The funniest part was when I had to sorta whisper to my friend because no voice came out although I tried really hard, then when my friend replied to me, it seemed like she was talking to herself LOL. So in the end she decided to whisper to me too XD

I'm on holiday now. Finally it's time for a break, then I'm back to hell. Hopefully I'll do well in Sem 2, and those blardy assignments... Hwaiting! God bless my Sem 1 results too... =(

Oops, I did it again. No more talks about exams. Let's talk about something happy instead. Talk about a fun match! Germany books first Euro 2012 ticket! Ozil was totally on fire for Germany's previous game. "The scariest thing about this match for Germany's potential rivals is not that they scored six goals but that Mario Gotze and Andre Schurrle both came off the bench and scored. Their young backups are better than most teams' starters." [I didn't say this, it was from a website] Awww! So proud of you kiddos! =)

Although I'm not sure who scored the first goal 'cause I heard that Ozil scored a hat trick, but credits to you two. =D

Ozil! Hero of the day. Hehehe.

Hell, he's kinda cute. Gotze~ How old is he again? Welcome to the team! Don't disappoint us. =P

Teeheee! Mueller looks like a big brother now.

Warmth :)

My favourite bias since World Cup 2010. =)

Mannschaft! We keep marching on! I look forward to watch you guys play again ♥

2011-09-03T20:45:00.002+08:00

Fever, sore throat, flu, cough and headache. Finals next week. Holy crap. I think it's a curse, I always fall sick before exams. God bless me, tomorrow's the last day. I cannot go for exams in this state. =(

2011-08-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

Most of you have probably watched it. Ummm.. I think if I'm not mistaken, Final Destination 3 is the best among the 5 movies. Or at least the first few. It has been quite long since I last watched Final Destination, so I can't really remember it. Besides, it's not a kind of movie that you will want to watch over and over again. Trust me.

I didn't plan to watch Final Destination 5 initially 'cause the 4th one didn't really amaze me, I must say. But Suat Ying was very excited to watch this, I have no idea why. ==

So in the end she made Yun Shi, Shirley and I watched this together with her in Pavilion today. It is so freaking disgusting. I'm done seeing human organs like this, seriously. It still makes me feel sick. I watched the entire movie with one of my eyes closed when someone in the movie was about to die. Shirley was like... the typical 'see no evil, hear no evil' beside me. Suat Ying and Yun Shi covered their faces with jacket. HAHAHA. What a scene. It was funny to watch everyone like that. We should watch more horror movies together. =D

Thank god Yun Shi and I managed to stop Suat Ying from buying the 3D tickets in the first place. So...ewwwwwww =O

It was kinda fun especially when Shirley and I made the great escape to the bathroom halfway, then we didn't have the courage to go into the cinema again. 'Cause errr... just imagine this. What if you're on the way back, suddenly someone dies inside the big screen in front of you. There'll probably be blood everywhere or something like that. NO THANKS WE'RE HAPPY TO JUST SIT OUTSIDE. I wanted to find a perfect timing to go back but I never succeeded. So when we got back, the movie had pretty much ended. Oh my goshhhhh I can't believe this. XD

People always say you should watch this kind of movie with your boyfriend / girlfriend. But I say watching it with your bunch of awesome friends are equally nice. =)

I'm really happy to see you girls after so long! All the memories of secondary school just keep coming back to me now. It might be quite long that we will actually get to see each other after today, but I look forward to seeing you people again. Till then, take care and enjoy being gila around your college mates. We shall laugh together once again soon =DDD

2011-08-27T22:19:00.002+08:00

Yesssssss! My parents came back from Korea yesterday. The best part about this is no more house chores for us and lots of souvenir. Now where should I begin with? I was totally stunned to see them bringing so many things home. They bought all kinds of ginseng from Korea (forgive me I'm no fan of ginseng, so I can't tell what's the difference. But I know Korea's pretty famous for that), beauty products, one box of Kimchi Ramen, one box of seaweed, SNSD's Into The New World 1st Asia Tour DVD and poster for my brother and a stack of posters of YongHwa and a clock with YongHwa's name and photos for me (this is daebak!) =DDD

I know it's hard to imagine right now 'cause a picture says a thousand words. I'm gonna upload photos of them, but definitely not now. You see, I'm supposed to face my books now. Final exam is right after the Raya break. This is bad, I have no mood to study at all. =O

Screw it. Books, here I come!

2011-08-21T09:56:00.003+08:00

The duet that we've all been waiting for. Awww... YongSeo! It has seriously been awhile. SeoHyun looks so pretty here! Like a princess from a fairytale! YongHwa's hairstyle is different. Doesn't look like Yong Choding anymore =D

I was happy and sad at the same time when I first watched this. Happy 'cause finally they have some interaction after the end of We Got Married. Sad 'cause... They look too good together. Match made in heaven. But they're not dating each other in reality =(

This is the first time I really really really really reallyyyyyyy hope two celebrities can be together. They're such a cute couple. Dear God, will you make all YongSeo fans' dream come true and do something about this? My heart aches to watch them like this. They were so freaking close last time. Is it just me, or do I really sense a bit of sadness and nervousness in them?

It's impossible for SeoHyun to forget a guy like YongHwa, he's the boyfriend idol.

It's also impossible for Yonghwa to forget a girl like SeoHyun, she's so caring and all.

See! You guys are good together! =((((

I feel like crying when SeoHyun holds her hand out for YongHwa. When they look into each other's eyes and sing 'saranghae'. At the end of the song, YongHwa gives SeoHyun a thumb up as usual. Cute.

By the way, YongHwa sings 'saranghae' really loud. Is this how you express yourself? You're singing your heart out right? =P

YongSeo forever! ♥

2011-08-20T14:22:00.004+08:00

I had absolutely no idea that choosing a timetable can be so.... Stressful and nerve wrecking. No joke. I did it for hours with my friend in uni and it seriously felt like my brain was gonna malfunction.

Registration was opened last night at 9pm. I was at home alone staring at the clock. It was freaking tensed, I tell you. Probably worse than driving test. I'll tell you what's the importance of getting an awesome timetable and logging in to the portal at the right time, 9pm sharp. A timetable determines your happiness starting from the 19th of September 2011 till the end of year 2011. Get a lousy one and you're screwed. It means sadness and loneliness for another 14 weeks, unless your friends are in the same boat as you. And why is logging in at the right important? Because once you miss the timing, don't even think about logging in anymore. It's crazy. Seriously it lives up to the scariness that I've heard in uni. Being a semester 1 student makes you feel... Blank. I was like... Omg omg what am I going to do. I couldn't even see the page at 8.57pm. Stressed.

My house's internet connection died a few months ago. So I'm only left with these. How pathetic right. People use Unifi, I use... Sighs. I managed to log in at 9pm or 9.01pm after refreshing for like... 100 times. No time to waste! Started to type and click with the fastest speed that I could.

Registering for General Mathematics was damn fast. But later the system wouldn't let me register for Academic English 'cause it said invalid combination. What the heck. I tried twice and it still wouldn't work. So I moved on to Financial Management since I still had 3 subjects to register. I was preparing myself to be classless for Academic English. Tried my luck again after registering for Financial Management, Computing Technology and Management. Still, invalid combination. I found a slot whereby the class doesn't end too late and it's almost the same as the time that I wanted. So I thought of securing a place for myself first. I finished everything by 9.10pm. Thank God.

The thing is, my friends got exactly what we planned earlier. I became daridiridaradu~ for Academic English tutorial. How on earth could the system allow them to register while it said invalid combination to me!? I became the "last lone man".

For those of you who are unfamiliar with the term daridiridaradu, you might want to take a look at this to understand better XD

I tried to log in at 9.30pm. Refreshed the page for like a million times but I still couldn't get in. So I on my Facebook instead to complain about how I really have to sing I'm a loner now to my friends =(

Some of my friends logged in too early so they got thrown out when the session expired. Some missed the timing and they spent a really long time to refresh the page and log in.

But you know what's the funniest thing? I logged in at 10pm. I saw the slot that I originally wanted for Academic English tutorial still available with 5 places left. My friends are in that class. So I tried to change my class, then as if a miracle, it worked! I can't believe my luck even until now. So yeah, I'm no longer daridiridaradu~ =)

This is my timetable for semester 2. I don't have a day off like most of the people since they prefer to sleep at home either on Monday or Friday. I don't want to have too many hours of lecture straight. That's too tiring and I really don't think my brain can absorb so many things at one time. Besides, all the subjects in semester 2 feel like alien subjects to me. Doomed. If you look at my timetable, I have 5 hours of classes straight but it includes tutorial. So I suppose it's not too bad. Nevertheless, I'm really satisfied with my semester 2 timetable! I get to go home latest by 2 everyday! Daebak~

2011-08-14T10:55:00.002+08:00

Best weekend ever. I think I slept too much. I didn't even have to touch anything related to academic. No more assignments and presentations. Wait, I still have CT. But this is still daebak~ =D

Watched Taecyeon and Nickhun on Running Man at midnight. LMAO, they're seriously cute. I can't forget Taecyeon's look. Soooooooo funny XD nah, do I have to comment about Nickhun? He's such a prince =P

Now don't get me wrong. I still ♥ my YongHwa =)

2011-08-08T20:17:00.007+08:00

Driving is interesting. I've been driving for errr... I don't know exactly how long, but still it pisses me off to drive. I might not even drive if I have better option. Pffff.

3 kind of drivers who annoy me the most:

#1 People who don't step on their oil pedal when they drive

HELLOOOOOOOO DUDE DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA YOU'RE CAUSING A TRAFFIC JAM? What's the oil pedal for? == and yeah, please stop playing with your brake for no reason. It's no fun at all to the cars behind you.

#2 People who drive ON the line on highways

Get lost man, seriously. Nuff said.

#3 People who try to commit suicide by appearing out of thin air

I don't know what on earth is your problem. Can't you look around before you switch lane or something? Stop surprising people. I still want to live a long prosperous life, thank you.

Before I ciaoz to do a bit of Maths, here's a list of things you should avoid when you're driving on the road. Oh well, common sense isn't it? Just to help you to kill some of your time. =)

I bet everyone would've told you the same thing. Nothing comes before bikes. I repeat, NOTHING. You knock them off, your fault. They knock you, it's still your fault. So stay away from bikes. Run for your life.

Lorry alone is scary. Then you have lorries carrying ummm... I don't know. Stones? Boards? All the weird things. Stones hit your car, there goes your windshield. Boards... Dude I've tried that. It was totally uncool. My friend was sitting beside me when it happened. I guess it was kinda scary to watch. My friend said I didn't react well 'cause I had the same facial expression as if nothing had happened. LOL. What am I supposed to do? Scream? XD

The size is intimidating enough. And I seriously doubt its stability, no offence. Especially when it's turning, let it be left or right, that's not the point. It feels like the bus is going to hit you or something. I'm just somebody driving a small car. So yes, I am damn insecured.

I didn't hate vans this much until I bumped into a stupid fella who happened to be driving a van this morning. That guy is a total idiot. You seriously think I'd back off just because I'm still under probation? It was my right of way puhlease, open your eyes and see. How dare you honk your horn? What the heck. Ruined my mood early in the morning.

Yeah, them. They simply think the roads belong to them. Screw the traffic lights, they can do whatever they want whenever they want. They can even stand in the middle of the road and chat, so what can you do about it? You can't possibly knock those senseless people over right. Just bear with their ignorance. Peace.

Forgive me, I don't know much about cars. But I do know the fact that when you're driving, open your eyes BIG BIG and look out for those expensive looking cars. One scratch and that's it. You're a goner.

Conclusion: You tell me about it. I have no idea. Driving is bad. But not driving is even worse. I should just hire a driver. HAHAHA that day will come. =D

2011-08-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

I randomly came across this and I was like... 'omg I have to post this!'. So here it goes. It was back in July 2010.

Prologue

CNBlue had an interview and cover photoshoot for TRENDY Idol Magazine despite their hectic schedule. They revealed their rarely seen sides that are so different from what they appear on stage.

Date with CNBlue

To match the concept of CNBlue's second mini-album Bluelove, TRENDY specially planned this photoshoot theme as 'Date with CNBlue'. This is to suit the title track 'Love' and reveal the romantic and lovely sides of CNBlue as well. Because of the weather and time limit, we could not go outdoor to take photos on CNBlue's dream dates. But TRENDY had prepared some cute props so as to create some romantic moods. Unexpectedly, these cute props became CNBlue's toys when they had rests between the photoshoot sessions. They liked playing with the toys so much that the photographer was able to capture their rarely seen expressions and some real funny moments.

Minhyuk's Amusement Park Dream Date

As the drummer, Minhyuk is always at the back of the stage during performance. But Minhyuk's lovely smiles and cool play with his drumsticks have captured the fans' hearts. When one sees Minhyuk with warm smiles holding the blue heart-shaped balloons and standing in front of the camera, one can feel the happy mood when he dates his dream girl in the amusement park. A date with Minhyuk who holds lovely heart-shaped balloons. Whenever he smiles his bashful smiles, it's like you can hear their song 'Love' in the background, and you can follow him into the world of fairy tales.

During the photoshoot, however, the balloons didn't listen to Minhyuk at all and were giving him a hard time. With the help of crew members, the naughty balloons were finally made steady. Then Minhyuk seemed to be influenced by the naughty balloons and he kept making naughty poses. He even put the balloons on his head, pretending them to be bunny ears. So his hair was all messed up and his shirt had a few folds. The stylist had to fix everything. Stylist noona was angry but couldn't help smiling at the same time.

Calm and Caring Minhyuk

Minhyuk has the cutest baby face and thus is always mistaken as the maknae. Actually he's the most trusted among the members and he takes care of everybody. When TRENDY was asking questions during the interview, he tried to answer questions on behalf of Yonghwa who had a hoarse voice. When his bandmates coughed, he passed water to them quietly. During rest periods when the other three were playing and laughing hard, he avoided the war zone and stood aside watching them with smiles. He even calmed them down when the fights got too wild.

Flower Boy Jonghyun's True Face

Jonghyun, who always wears this 'killing smile' on his face, is actually a boy who really loves to laugh. Jonghyun doesn't deliberately make others laugh. It's just that he has this totally natural in-born sense of humor and ability to amuse others underneath his flower boy look. Whenever Yonghwa said something, he casually added a few words. Though they're talking about very ordinary things, Jonghyun's words could just make everyone laugh out loud. A very little thing could make him laugh happily. Everybody just couldn't help grinning seeing his happy face.

Jonghyun's Runaway Chocolate

Jonghyun was humming a song when it was his turn for the photoshoot. The smiles flooding on his face are sweeter than the chocolate he was holding. His smiles make one feel so sweet and happy. Jonghyun, Burning of CNBlue, is not just the guitarist, he's the vocalist with a very different voice from Yonghwa's. With this charming voice and 'killing smiles', he just dreams to have a very ordinary date just like everybody else.

Jonghyun is always cute and handsome on stage. It seems that there is this distance between him and others. Actually he's just a big boy who likes to smile. He was holding a box of chocolate for photoshoot, and he had this look of 'cannot help wanting to steal a piece and eat it' on his face. Even the photographer couldn't help smiling and shaking his head. Though Jonghyun never intended to throw jokes, funny things kept happening during the photoshoot. The photographer asked Jonghyun to place the box of chocolate next to his cheek. His happy face was melting everybody around. But he's a member of this 'coughing army' and suddenly coughed a few times. At that particular moment, a piece of chocolate fell from the box as his coughs had shaken the box. Then we heard Jonghyun shouted "Oh no!", and he immediately ran to catch the 'runaway' chocolate and put it back into the box. This accident created a roar of laughter and the three other CNBlue members laughed loudly. Maybe the runaway chocolate had made Jonghyun a little nervous.

When the photographer asked him to put the box of chocolate on his chest near his heart, he suddenly said, "The heart is on the left... or on the right... Ah... should be on the left!" He felt embarassed after saying the above and smiled. His bandmates just wouldn't let go and laughed at him, teasing him for his ignorance.

CNBlue's Romantic Maknae

Though Jungshin is the maknae, he's the tallest. Jungshin is quiet and doesn't talk much. Even his smiles seem shy. But he has a unique charm, a tenderness not seen in maknaes of other groups. Jungshin's dream date is to walk on a fine day, holding his love's hand, on streets with lots of trees or in a park with lovely scenary. It's so simple but romantic at the same time.

Maybe it's because of Jungshin's tall body, the present with white ribbon looked so much smaller when it was on his hands. The shy Jungshin was having a hard time making good poses for photos. Seeing his disturbance faces, TRENDY couldn't help but to suggest, "Imagine the girl you like is right in front of you and you're giving the present to her." With this suggestion, however, he was even unsure of what to do. Nevertheless, Jungshin was able to make super handsome poses and even the photographer said the pictures were awesome. CNBlue's romantic maknae was doing so well.

Sensitive Jungshin

Maybe because he's so tall, people keep forgetting he's the youngest in CNBlue. Despite being quiet, Jungshin actually observes everything around carefully. Unlike other members who greeted me enthusiastically, he just said softly with a bashful smile, "I remember you!" He was really very cute.

Yonghwa and the Best Actress?

Fans hate it and love it. Yonghwa recently joined the popular reality TV show We Got Married and became a married man. Yonghwa thought for a long time until he made up his mind about his dream date. It is to have a vacation with his love overseas or just to have coffee outside. According to Yonghwa, it doesn't matter what they do. If they can create some beautiful memories out of it, it's the most awesome date!

That day, Yonghwa had a cold and was feeling unwell. His continuous coughs and hoarse voice worried me so much. But his collaboration with the 'actress' during the photoshoot was not affected a bit! When Yonghwa first saw the 'actress', all sorts of happy expressions appeared on his face. When he held the 'actress' tight in his arms, it was like he was making an MV for 'Love Light'. TRENDY couldn't help thinking: this white bear plush toy, the actress, would be so envied!

The moment Leader Yonghwa saw the little white bear, his playfulness just exploded. First, he held the little white bear in ways without any romantic feeling and everybody said his poses were too lame. Then the photographer asked him to look right into the eyes of the bear with their noses touching each other. Naughty Yonghwa couldn't stop laughing and had to do the pose over and over again. It was his own fault but he blamed the bear for having such a flat nose. Naughty Yonghwa even pretended to be mad at the bear and hit her. But when his hands fell on the little bear, it was just a very light touch. He was asked to hold one of the bear's hands for a shot, but he said that would make the little bear look too sad. Yonghwa was revealing his tenderness unexpectedly. How can anybody not like him?

Yonghwa's Unique Mixed-Up Language

Probably it's because CNBlue has activities in both Korea and Japan, and they met TRENDY who speaks Mandarin. During the recording of their first anniversary celebration message for TRENDY magazine, Yonghwa kept mixing up all the languages. In one of the takes, he said, "XXXX (Korean), we're CNBlue XX (Japanese)." Just as the words came out of his mouth, Yonghwa himself was shocked and slapped his own face. Then he just laughed out loud. The three dongsengs beside him had actually laughed so hard that they couldn't sit up straight.

Unstoppable Playfulness

CNBlue's understanding among each other is so perfect that they don't even have to communicate with words. When TRENDY was interviewing them, I could see them cooperating perfectly, just with Yonghwa's looks and not-so-obvious gestures. It's like what they said, their understanding wasn't trained but formed naturally out of their everyday band practices and living together.

As they heard we wanted them to show their natural and lovely sides in the photoshoot, the four CNBlue boys changed their suits into casual clothes. That very act just switched on their playful selves. The naughtiest among all was Leader Yonghwa. He imitated the others' expressions when they had their photoshoot and made them laugh. He himself couldn't stop laughing when it was his turn and made all crew members laugh almost rolling on the floor. When the photographer asked him to make a 'cute sunshine' expression, he deliberately overdid it. His three dongsengs told him straight, shaking their heads, "Your expression is like the auntie next door! Not cute at all."

The War over Little White Bear

During rest periods, what did CNBlue do? They didn't just play with the balloons like kids and fought over them. When the little white bear appeared in the venue, there was this 'War over Little White Bear'.

It's like they had planned all of it. They used all means to steal the little white bear from each other in turn. When Jonghyun was humming a song and reading a copy of TRENDY magazine, Minhyuk quietly moved the little white bear from Jonghyun's lap to his own. He then had a dancing game with her. When Jonghyun noticed it, it was his turn to take photos and had to let Minyuk have the bear. Minhyuk was worried that his bear would be stolen, so he wouldn't let the bear lie around. He was holding it even when he was checking out his own photos on the computer.

But there was a time when he forgot. He stood up from the sofa to let stylist noona fix his clothes. Jungshin discovered the little bear lying on the sofa and grabbed it right away. Just when Jungshin was happy that he could finally hold the little bear, Yonghwa sat right over his lap and tried to get the little bear from him. The war between the leader and maknae of CNBlue over the little bear officially began.

However, it was Jungshin's turn to take photos. Yonghwa was so happy that the bear was passed to him. As he was talking to the manager, the bear vanished from his hands. It happened that Jonghyun had his photoshoot session over and he came over to snatch the bear when Yonghwa wasn't paying attention.

Everybody must be so envious of this little toy bear that was so loved by CNBlue. You may be even more envious about this: the little bear followed CNBlue home.

Cuteness overdose~ I can imagine them playing and having fun among themselves. Especially the naughty Yonghwa. Yong Choding =P

Teeheeeee I like teddy too! We have something in common don't we? =DDD

2011-08-03T20:12:00.002+08:00

The first time I saw you it felt like a dream

Because of your smile that is pretty like an angel

How would it feel if you were to be my love?

Just imagining it makes me feel happy

We would share each side of the earphone together

You would smile at me with the bright sunshine shining on us

Not worrying about the glances from others, time is too precious to waste if you are looking at me

I'll let you know

I imagine you, imagine you smiling at me

I imagine you, imagine you holding my hand oh oh

I put a spell on you, for you to be my love

I imagine you, imagine you sleeping in my arms

I imagine you, imagine you kissing me oh oh

I imagine sweet things

Building a white house on the green hill

There we are playing on the yellow swings oh

Waking you up in the morning as I give you morning coffee

Just imagining it makes me happy

I imagine you, imagine you smiling at me

I imagine you, imagine you holding my hand oh oh

I put a spell on you, for you to be my love

I imagine you, imagine you sleeping in my arms

I imagine you, imagine you kissing me oh oh

I imagine sweet things, this is different from the corny things like walking on the clouds

My fourth finger is telling me

The fact that this is reality is like a dream, this dream isn't like a dream

The fact that I am loving you feels like a dream for me

Everyday I imagine, imagine being with you

I imagine myself, imagine myself hugging you oh oh

I imagine ecstatic things

I imagine us everyday, imagine us being each other's halves

I imagine us, imagine us resembling each other oh oh

Hoping that my dreams will come true

I love you, be my love

I love you, I will confess to you with all my courage oh oh

You're my imagine love yeah

CNBlue - Imagine

Lyrics written by Jung Yong Hwa ♥

상상 =)

2011-07-31T08:22:00.002+08:00

I was so freaking guilty yesterday. All thanks to my dog. She chase my neighbour's kid until the kid fell down and broke her tooth. Or teeth, I should say. It was so dramatic to the extent that everyone was watching. Oh my.

I wonder if she has trauma or 'dogphobic' now. Geez. Will it be a lil comforting if in the future she finds out that she was chased by a Golden Retriever? LOL okay I'm just joking =/ my doggie doesn't bite punya. She shouldn't have started running. My dog thought she wanted to play with her. =O

Dear parents of the kid, please don't slaughter my baby goldie. We're sorryyyyy =(

Yours sincerely.

2011-07-25T20:28:00.004+08:00

A day filled with laughter =D

Class was supposed to end at 1 today. But we had to stay back until 5.30 for Critical Thinking test. What's the point of doing Critical Thinking right? It's a subject that gives me headache 'cause it seems like the more I study, the more I don't get what I'm reading. I fail to see the logic behind the subject. It's funny how all the lecturers keep saying 'the answers are not everything. what matters is the process of learning'. Oh well, does it mean that we'll all get full mark for the subject then? It's all about the process, final answers are not everything right? So it's okay if we write different answers because we have different thoughts. Hey, I think critically too in my own way. Sounds like a real deal for me. Oh c'mon, we all know that the education system now is pretty exam oriented. Stop trying to comfort us. =)))

Anyway, time seriously flies today. Eat, laugh, stalk plus a lil bit of revision during our break. Obviously my brain absorbed nothing but nonsense with a bunch of friends. It was so much fun! I wish we could do it everyday. I guess I'm really fluent in bullshit. And I'm proud of it. =DDD

Was waiting to go home at the side of the road around 6.30pm when a few girls walked past me

with excitement. Guess what? One of the girls actually mentioned about Yong Hwa. Hello there, I'm a fangirl too. She sounded really excited when she talked about Yong Hwa. Yea man, I totally get you. Yong Hwa's the bomb. Looks like I'm not alone afterall. =P

XOXO~

2011-07-22T20:48:00.003+08:00

English class. Instruction: Make 2 sentences each for Simple Past Tense, Simple Present Tense and Simple Future Tense. Here's my version:

Simple Past Tense

- I watched Yongseo couple on WGM just now.

- I had a dream about Yong Hwa last night.

Simple Present Tense

- Yong Hwa has a really sweet voice.

- I think about Yong Hwa everyday.

Simple Future Tense

- I will attend CN Blue's concert and meet them in person.

- I am going to be Mrs. Jung =)

Even dreaming is so much fun. Dear YongHwa fans, please don't kill me HAHAHA.

상상

You're my imagine love yeah~ =P

2011-07-20T21:23:00.001+08:00

What a great timing to have flu. Wait, is it even possible? The weather is so freaking hot. Don't fall sick yet, I still have things to do. =(

I probably just screwed up my Maths test =((((((((

Right, I'm gonna take my medicine and sleep. When I wake up tomorrow morning, none of this has happened. LOL. Self deception. Yeah, I'm living in denial. =P

Let me show you what's aegyo before I sleep.

♥

See you tomorrow, goldie =D

2011-07-18T16:55:00.008+08:00

Have you ever felt like when you watch those Korean idols, you have absolutely no idea of who is who because they all look almost the same to you when you watch them for the very first time? Not to mention that they keep dancing and moving around. How frustrating it is. Pfff.

I'm here to introduce my favourite Korean band, CNBlue. Now don't get me wrong. I'm not a K-pop fan or whatsoever. I just happen to fall in love with their songs. No wonder my friends keep telling me that all their songs are nice. Now I can really see why. But of course, the main reason is because of Yong Hwa. (Do I really have to say it out loud? =P )

CNBlue is a band, so it's quite different from other Korean idols. They don't dance. What you can see is just them playing instruments on stage. But CNBlue is pretty charismatic on stage, so it's nice to watch. =D

So now we're left with the question: who is who?

Method 1: Spot the difference in height

Jung Shin chingoo is the tallest, followed by Min Hyuk, Jong Hyun and Yong Hwa. Yes yes Yong Hwa is the shortest, but guess what, he's 180 cm. That's pretty tall right.. Which means CNBlue's members are no shorties =P

But but, looks can be deceiving. Photos can be deceiving. It's the same concept as a girl with thick make up. Go figure it out if you don't get me. See below. Not the girl, CNBlue I mean XD

Their height looks quite even right? Ahhh Yong Hwa looks good here. =DDD

Whhhhat? Yong Hwa's the tallest now. Jung Shin is the shortest. Epic XD

Method 2: CNBlue's performances

Yong Hwa is the leader, guitarist and vocalist. He stands in the middle all the time. From what I see, Jong Hyun always stands on the left hand side of Yong Hwa while Jung Shin is on the right. Min Hyuk is the one playing drums at the back.

Method 3: Code name

CNBlue stands for Code Name Blue. BLUE is actually Burning, Lovely, Untouchable and Emotional.

Jong Hyun = Burning (Wuuuu smoking hot~ =P )

Min Hyuk = Lovely (So true! He's the epitome of aegyo)

Jung Shin = Untouchable (Don't ask me why. I don't know why too. Like LOL? Untouchable? Hah!)

Yong Hwa = Emotional (It makes sense. You have to listen to him and feel it for yourself. His voice is super sweet. He has the ability to melt people's heart. I'm super serious as I'm typing this. I mean it. Haha. Listen to his Banmal's song, For First Time Lover)

Right, now it's time to promote my love. =)

Jung Yong Hwa. 22 years old. He is too talented, so I'm not gonna list it down one by one. Hehe. One of his attractions is err.. His snaggletooth =D

What the heckkk. Yong Hwa and Si Won? New love and old love. Geez. They're so gorgeous. But my Yong Hwa is a lil too skinny. Eat more, Yong Hwa ♥

2011-07-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

I will... forget you...

I will forget you. Starting today.

I don't know you. I have never seen you.

We never even walked past each other.

I'm okay. I forgot everything. I'm happy with my busy life.

I've met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can't even remember it, oh.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if it hurts now, it will heal a little later.

It will forget. I will too.

It's not difficult. I will forget everything after today.

I'm just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ no.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.

Can't even remember it. Yes~

I will erase everything.

I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.

Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.

I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals...

I will. I will. I will forget you.

CN Blue- I will... forget you...

2011-07-07T07:06:00.001+08:00

Omg. Is it just me or are Yong Hwa's eyes really look so.... Mesmerising?

Yong Hwaaaaaa~

Here we go again. =D

2011-07-02T23:38:00.006+08:00

Almost done for the radioplay's script! I seriously cracked my head to do this. Might have to edit it, but that's the later part. At least there's a draft. Thank god. I think my script is quite lame, simply because it's written by me for most of the parts, but I don't care. I'M SO HAPPY NOW.

Come and think of it again, maybe there isn't anything to be happy about. So behind for Critical Thinking, Economics and Accounting assignments. I'm doomed =O

This is the first time I actually feel that weekends can be disastrous. =(

2011-07-01T09:38:00.002+08:00

Whoever says foundation is easy and not challenging at all deserves a punch.

I'm serious. How do you deal with so many things at one time? Assignments, presentations, tests.. They all come at the same time. And you expect me to get like err, a CGPA of 3.9 at the end of 3 semesters? One can dream, HAHA.

Yes, I'm in college now. Working on my never ending assignments. My oh-so-pathetic life. At this rate, degree course will be a complete disaster. No wonder they say it's hard to survive here. Now I can see why.

I wanna watch Transformers! Everyone has watched it, everyone except me. =(

Foundation is so not a honeymoon year. The only thing that's worth celebrating is that I'm not taking Sciences anymore. =D

Alright, back to my miserable life.

2011-06-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today's listening test, screwed =O

Was half asleep 'cause the test started at 2. Had to battle hard against my sleepiness especially after having a plate of nasi lemak for lunch =(

I think my thoughts were all over the places during the test. So I kind of missed out on some of the points. Dreaming at the wrong time. Sighs. Hopefully the result won't turn out to be a total nightmare.

Oh yes, say hello to my stupidity again. I forgot to release the handbrake when I drove to college today. I don't even know how on earth I could forget about it. Explains why the car wasn't really moving fast although I stepped on the oil pedal. Stupid me, I know. I guess driving alone makes me feel sleepy. Luckily I realised it in Connaught, otherwise... I really don't know what kind of damage my car will experience. Sorry, I'm a noob when it comes to cars. Handbrake is always forgotten easily. I'm sure I'm not the only dummy in this case, admit it =P

Time to sleep! Tomorrow will be an awesome day. =)

Happy belated birthday Yong Hwa! ♥

2011-06-20T20:01:00.001+08:00

She must be blind. Otherwise how could she not see C.N Blue all over the places? =O

She's sooooooooo lucky.

C.N Blue looks so cute in this video. =)

I wish I had the poster too. Then C.N Blue will jump out from it and sing to me XDXD

2011-06-19T15:35:00.002+08:00

The door is opening and you come in
I knew at first sight that you were mine
Your face shone as you came toward me
You are so beautiful you can make me go blind

I don't know why, but it's not strange
Yet my heart is fluttering
You took all of my heart

I want to tell you carefully
I want to be brave
Can I love you from today?
It's the first time
I don't want to lose this obvious feeling
I think love is going to come
I'll give only good things to you

I don't know why, but it's not strange
Yet my heart is fluttering
You took all of my heart

I put up with a lot of goodbyes and lots of tears
So it's a little late, but I think I've finally met the one
Can I love this person that's sitting in front of me?
I'll confess to you with my beating heart

I want to tell you carefully
I want to be brave
Can I love you from today?
It's the first time
I don't want to lose this obvious feeling
I think love is going to come
I'll give only good things to you

Can I love you?

Can I love you- Yurisangja

2011-06-17T19:47:00.004+08:00

"Who's that guy with Seohyun?"
"Jung Yong Hwa. Leader of C.N Blue."
"Ohh..." *Who is he? =O*

Forgive me for my ignorance. Of course, if you watch "You're Beautiful" the name JungYongHwa would ring a bell. But I didn't seriously watch it. I can't believe he's the Shin Woo guy in the series. Doesn't look like him at all. Now I feel so dumb. *sighs~

Yes, the one on the left. That's him. I would've known him if I paid any attention when my friend told me what band these 3 guys are from. C.N Blue's Jung Yong Hwa. Apparently I masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan XD

Anyway, the reason I'm bringing this up is because I've watched the Yongseo couple on "We Got Married". It's super duper sweeeeeeeeet!

Now, don't ask me what's "We Got Married". 'Cause I can't seem to give an explaination that sounds right. =O

Yong Hwa is freaking talented. And he treats Seohyun so nice. I can't possibly summarise everything 'bout Yong Hwa in a few sentences. But honestly, it's really awesome. If you ever meet a guy like him, you can sing "Marry You" by Bruno Mars to him =D

Girls..

If you're single, Yongseo couple is a must watch! Afterall, one can dream right? =P you might end up having "YongHwa fever" like me. But mine is with the "C.N Blue fever". And the fever just won't subside. Heh.

For those who are in a relationship, you should never ever watch this because you might start comparing your boyfriend to him. I solemnly swear that I am telling the truth. You'll probably die of jealousy or something. HAHA.

Moral of the story: Find a guy who treats you right. He doesn't have to be freaking gorgeous (above average will do =P ), but he must be smart and talented. Inner beauty always win. =)

Off to dreamland to find a guy like this. Taaaa~

2011-05-29T18:19:00.003+08:00

528, the day we've been waiting for. You would've known what am I referring to if you watch football. Yes, UCL Finals between Man Utd and Barcelona.

"Okay, here's the plan. We will not shout even if Barcelona scores."

Of course, I was at mamak with my bro and cousin. It felt as if we were gonna get killed if we cheer for Barcelona in front of a bunch of people who support Man Utd. Typical Malaysians. For some people who said Barcelona wouldn't win before the game, feel free to slap yourself in the face. You don't know who you're up against. =)

Sorry, I just freaking hate people for criticising the team that I like for no reason. It's not like I say anything bad about your team. I just don't support them. I have total liberty to support whichever team I want. Please mind your own business. You're just showing how silly you are. Grow up.

Anyway, let's not let this ruin my good mood. Barcelona is the champion! 3-1, Pedro Messi Villa. MVP =D

I'm so so proud of everyone on the team! They had an awesome game. They totally outplayed their opponent. Great job guys! Barcelona is seriously the best team that I've ever seen. Hats off. I'm really happy that they won. It was a well deserved win for them. And the world knows it. =)

I LOL-ed at this. They're so funny!

All hail Messi, man of the match =D

Visca el Barca!